This Blog is designed for my sweet sweet baby! These are thoughts and words I wrote prior to meeting our sweet baby! They are genuine, real and come from my inner core.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014
Well Baby M - mommy was freaking out when she read that test-- I didn't believe it at first so I took a second one and guess what positive too! Crazy right.... The fact that God gave me you now, and he ordained you this tiny little being in me... Im overjoyed! And then there's your Daddy- you will quickly learn that he is the biggest softy--- and you will have him wrapped around your itty bitty finger!! He was crying with the announcement---
Dec 10th
I guess I better tell you that when mommy was waiting for the pregnancy test she was dancing around like a crazy person, and by the time your old enough to read this that will be a well known fact of our relationship;) so I thought I would tell you that the songs were Kari jobe - stars in the sky Kari jobe- steady my heart- Kari jobe on my knees, hill song young and free - wake ! Ever since we found out that you are growing inside me my every being has been thinking about you, and your daddy too- his face just lights up when I say "we" I mean before it was jojo and I that was "we" but now it's you! Our own little person, our anointed one, the one we prayed for, the one God provided us with! Yep that's right baby M you! Your perfect! And I'm not even 6 weeks into knowing you! Once mommy found out she called your aunties first because she was freaking out and it didn't seem real, so we three wayed the call and announced it to them! Then I drove over to Grammys and was freaking out, Grammy wasn't home so I had to wait- longest wait of my life for 15 mins! Then Grammy came home and I told her and she started crying!!! Then we went to the church for the footprints to the manager and I couldn't keep it a secret, so I had to tell your gram gram and gramps Andrew. Then we had to wait for daddy to come home! Mommy was so anxious, and scared and freaked out! But of course Daddy was so happy and over joyed! Then a few days later we went over and we made Grampy a "future rider" poster that he got to open, Grampy wasn't too sure about it! Either was Uncle Tim! But it's happening and your coming!
Dec 11th
Baby M ... So tonight I told your second family! And the news had us all in tears! Auntie Ella started balling and so did auntie Hannah and
Gram gram! We are all so excited to meet you and so excited for you to be part of our lives!! So you just continue growing in there for you are fearfully and wonderfully made! Love you!
Dec 31st
Baby M... Mommy and Daddy pray for you each and every night! We declare you are fearfully and wonderfully made by the hands of God and he weaves every part of you together as he has perfectly designed it! He has a plan for your life and he knows you even when your just a tiny little raspberry! Mommy and Daddy want you to know that even though we are quite awhile away from meeting, we know that Jesus is in control and we have to trust him in each step getting closer to meeting you!! You are anointed little one and mommy and daddy can't wait to see what that means in your life! Always be strong and always remember! You my darling can move mountains with God on your side!! Xoxoxoxoxo we love you!
Jan 6, 2015
Me and you baby did our first baby yoga!!! It was fun and relaxing and a great time to make sure my body is ready for you!! 💕
Jan 7, 2015
Baby today Mommy freaked out a little bit.. (Which I don't do too often!) but I was scared-- auntie Alicia was suppose to have a baby 4 weeks before your due to come to this world- and there was something wrong with her baby- so Jesus took there sweet baby back into his arms. So Mommy was scared and nervous and stressed out --- I wanted to know you were okay! So we spent the whole day in emergency well at least 5 hours! But mommy and Grammy got to see you!!! We got to see your little heart beating away as healthy as can be!!! Mommy got to hear your heartbeat but Grammy didn't and daddy had to go to work! So I'm excited for the first time daddy and Grammy get to hear you!! Your perfect heartbeat! Fearfully and wonderfully made-- woven together perfectly by the hands of God your heavenly daddy!! You are only 8 weeks 5 days but you are perfect! And I cannot wait to get to know you more and more as you develop and form your ity bity hands and feet and every single part of your being! We pray for your each day! And we will continue to! Our God is HUGE and he has it all under control!
Jan 13: Yoga time
So last week I had a vision of you-- and you were the most handsome little boy I had ever laid eyes on and you told me you got your looks from you daddy-- and you said mommy you are so pretty I just love you and gave me a big kiss-- I'm dreaming about you little one!
But this week I tucked you into bed we said our prayers and went through a list of all the people that love you, you asked me why you have so many aunties and well that answers simple that's because you are loved by so many! We said our prayers and I prayed big dreams for you! Big godly dreams spiritual dreams--- telling you always to remember you are fearfully and wonderfully made for a purpose --- you told me you loved me and I kissed your forehead and said sweet dreams sweet heart!
Keep dreaming while your in there godly dreams spiritual dreams my love! I love you -- mommy can't wait to meet you!
Jan 15--
Our first midwives apt today!! Can't wait for you to keep growing!!!!
Jan 20th--
Hi little one! So today we had another appointment! Daddy got to hear your heart beating!!! Mommy of course cried again and so did Grammy! But its so so cool talking to Daddy about it! - he was so excited to hear it and he was talking about it and how there's a heart beating inside!! It was amazing!!:) Mommy and Daddy love you so much already! And your only like 10 weeks old! This is going to be a long 30 weeks!! Keep getting stronger my love!!
Praying for you always! 💕
Jan 22nd
Okay little one mommy has been burping and her belly has been hurting! You are now the size of a lime!! That's pretty big!! So maybe that's why! Apparently your arms and legs are kicking and punching away! So maybe that's why mommy feels weird'! Tonight we're trying to get jojo to sleep in his own bed so that when you come he doesn't try to sleep on ur head!! He likes to sleep on mommy and daddies heads... Silly dog! Always we love you! Sleep tight!
Jan 30th
Hi baby! Mommy hit 12 weeks today you are the size of a plum and everything is developing so rapidly!! You are growing and moving and I cannot wait to feel you inside!! I love you so much baby M. Daddy and I looked at strollers today-- it was interesting- good thing the sales lady was nice because Daddy and I were clueless! The good news is the buggies come with MP3s so we can rock out! Anyways I can't wait to hear your little heart beat again! I love you baby! Sleep tight in there and dream huge dreams!!
Feb 1st-
hi ya baby m! So yesterday daddy and I got you the cutest shoes! Daddy is so so so so excited!
Feb 1st Today we let the world know about you!! Our announcement photos are done and up!! 😍
Feb 8th! Hi baby M! Today we went snowmobiling with Pops and uncle Tim! With the fresh air, the smell of fumes and the open trails!
Feb 12- So today baby m grandma came and of course daddy was there! We all got to hear your amazing heart beat!! Going strong strong strong!! We were all so excited to hear it and of course you kicked me when we were listening a big boot! Haha but mommy loves every minute of this!!
Fun fact: we loved everything bagels and cream cheese for like the last 4 weeks!! Haha and anything junk food!
Feb 22:
We have a little bump! Yep that's you peeking out!
March 8th-
So today baby m mommy got to feel you today!! Your 17 weeks and 2 days! Mommy, daddy and jojo were laying on the couch at grandmas and I felt this little flutter on my right middle side!!!! And I didn't know what it was so I didn't say anything! Then I went to Grammies and was laying on the bed rubbing my belly and I felt the same thing again!! Yep that was definitely you!!!! I'm so grateful and excited for you!!! We are already so in love with you!!!! You keep growing strong in there!! Fearfully and wonderfully made!!!! Perfectly by your heavenly daddy!! Your going to have an amazing earthly daddy but you must always remember that your daddy up above is forming you perfectly right now! And everything about you he choose and created!! 💕 we love you baby m!!
March 12th
Yep that's you peaking in!
March 16th!
Hiya baby m! 150 days till mommy and daddy get to meet and hug and kiss your perfect little face!! We are so excited and a very kind hearted lady just gave you a bunch of baby stuff!! It's so exciting! Your going to be here so soon!!! Well pretty soon anyways! Mommy is going to be reading you every psalm starting today chapter 150: let everything that has breath praise the lord!! 🙏 We love Jesus and Jesus absolutely adores you! And don't you ever forget that my love!!! Xoxox
March 17th!
St Patrick's day!! Baby M mommy and daddy bought your buggy! And car seat to bring you home!!! Its so crazy to think of and we cannot wait to see ur cute little head in the car seat!!!! 😍😍 Love you baby!!
March 25th
Hi baby! So mommy has been feeling you move quite actively in there!!! You gave mommy a big huge kick the other day and it scared me in a good way!! We are almost 20 weeks!! Halfway there!!! Mommy and daddy and grandma and Grammy get to see u in a few days! We're so excited to see your little face and hands and toes and every little itty bitty part of you!!! Your Daddy and jojo are snoring beside me... Can't wait until I hear your little breath beside us!!! I love you baby!!!! Sleep tight in there and dream godly dreams!
March 30th
Today's the day! We get to see you! Hear your heart beat see you forming!!! We get to see you!! We are so excited and greatful!!! I'm trying to drink all the water I can! It's not easy!!! But I can't wait !! Just to see your little nose, eyes, fingers and toes!!! Ahhh! We love you baby!! And we are so excited to see you!!!! ❤️❤️
There you are baby! - our little prayer warrior!! Grammy and grandma and mommy and daddy were so excited to see you!!! And see your little body forming!! You truly are a miracle!!!!
April 15- today mommy and daddy were laying in bed and felt you kick you kick for the very first time!! Daddy got to feel it!!! Before there was just little movement this time was a full on kick!!! It's amazing to feel you moving ! We love you so so so much! And we pray for you each and everyday!!!!
April 29th!
Hi baby!! Mommy and daddy are so excited to meet you!!! There is nothing more amazing then feeling you move within me!!! I just wanted to tell you that I love you even before I see you, I never knew I could even love someone this much already!
We got some sun today!!! Your growing and momma is loving my belly, cuz your in there!!
May 6th
100 days baby M!!! We are getting so excited your nursery gets painted on Friday! And things are starting to come together! We are so so so excited to meet you and kiss your sweet little face!!! 💕💕 keep dreaming in there mommy and daddy and jojo and GG and Grammy and Grampy AND Grandma and grandpa and gram gram and gramps Andrew and all your bunch of aunties and your uncles are so excited to meet you!!! 💕💕love you baby! Keep growing and keep getting stronger! I love feeling you move and I just love you to pieces!!
May 14th-
Today Daddy set up your crib!!
May 16th-
Hiya baby!! So you are getting bigger and bigger and mommy and daddy just finished your nursery! Well it's almost done!! I cannot wait til you are here and your crying and we are rocking in your chair trying to go back to sleep!! I am so excited for the days to come with you in our lives!!! I feel you move lots now and every time I do I am so thankful for your itty bitty being. You are already the love of my life and I just can't believe how much love someone can have for someone we don't even know yet!! But then again you are a part of your daddy and I, and your daddy is my absolute bestfriend and soul mate, so to have you being both of us together has got to be the coolest thing!!
Funny things we say:::
I hope you have mommies teeth
If your get your daddies bum your screwed he has none ( if your a girl this might matter more!)
Grandma thinks your a boy, grandpa thinks you should be named Lenny -- hahah ya right!
Grammy has no idea what you are but already says when your here she's not giving you back (she's kidding!)
Gramps--- he just likes to know how your doing and making sure I'm taking care of myself!
We pray for you almost each and every night! (Unless we fall asleep first, sometimes daddy does that, well I guess mommy too!)
Baby m we love you so so so so so much! And we continue to pray for a healthy happy baby!!!! ❤️❤️❤️ keep growing and keep dreaming godly dreams!!
May 31st
Baby baby baby! You have been moving so so so so much! Mommy absolutely loves feeling you move inside, which you are doing right at this very moment! When I put stuff on my belly or rest it on my belly I feel it move or see it move! ❤️ we love you so so so much! We are having our "babymoon" last little vacation before you arrive we went to visit great auntie Sharon and uncle Steve -and cousin Adam, Sam, Austin and Abby! Abby thinks your a boy haha and she can't stand the fact that we don't know what you are! Haha We went swimming for the first time yesterday!
We did actually go in the pool but we did float around first!! We also went fishing with daddy, and relaxed lots!!!
We love you baby m !! Can't wait to meet you and hug you and kiss you and love you forever!!!! 💕
Songs:::
It won't be like this for long--
Tiny hearts
Don't blink
June 9th-
We were at Divine this weekend! Such a lovely weekend! 30 weeks baby!
June 12th
Hi baby! You keep growing and kicking and punching and I love to feel you move within! Daddy and I are so excited to meet you!
You will be our greatest adventure BabyM! 💕 keep growing and dreaming godly dreams!!
June 26th!
Hi baby baby!!!! Mommy is so so so so excited to meet you! I love feeling you move around in my belly! I love when it feels like your having a dance party! You are such a little blessing already and we cannot wait to meet you! Less then 50 days to go!! So you keep dreaming godly dreams, you keep growing and developing that smart little brain of yours!! And I mean if you could stop giving momma heartburn that would be great too;) haha we love you and everything will be worth it when we have you in our arms!!!! It's coming soon now baby! But pretty please just keep developing healthy and we want to keep you in there for as long as we can!!! I love you, daddy loves you! Jojo loves you!
July 14
Well my little angel! 1 month today and we get to findout who you are!!!! Mommy and daddy are so very excited!! Feeling you move is the most amazing thing you can ever experience! From the inside, I see and why now how people say your the only one who knows how my heart sounds from the inside!! When we are snuggling with daddy you like to kick him in the head! Daddy will lay his head on my belly and u will kick him! Haha it's so funny, you've woke up Daddy up many times! You like to kick and move lots and lots and I love everyone you do!! Auntie Ella has felt you, and Grammy! We just love you to pieces already!!! You continue to grow and develop and your brain to develop and your little lungs!!! We are so very excited!!! Keep dreaming godly dreams my love!!! See you soon!!!
July 21st
Today was a very special day, we did our maternity photos! These pictures are so special!
July 21st
Today was a very special day, we did our maternity photos! These pictures are so special!
July 25th
July 31st
Hiya baby M ! 😍 Mommy and Daddy are so very excited to meet you!! It has been a long 9 months and mommy has enjoyed so much of it! We cannot wait to meet you!! We wonder if you are a boy or a girl!! Today we had a wonderful day, we went to the quarry daddy tried to fish, we sat in the chair ;) Jojo went for a nice swim! and then we went to the beach 💕 you and me went for a nice swim in the lake- then we went for a walk, then swim with Hilary and the boys:) then home to snuggle with daddy! We love you so much and we are so very excited!! Keep developing that smart little brain of yours and keep exercising all those limbs! We love you so much baby! Whenever you choose to make your appearance were waiting!!! 💕
August 8th-
Hi baby! So mommy and daddy and everyone else wants to meet you! We're trying to have a dance party to get things moving! Well you and mommy are! And daddy hooked up speakers just so we can ! Haha not really but they're great and we can party! So let's go my little one! We want to meet you! ! I pray that you always feel safe, you always feel loved, you always know that there is a god greater then anything else! And that you chose to seek after is good and perfect plan for your life! That even from within he has developed and set clear! - baby we are so excited to bring you to this world! We will pray with you and for you everyday, and we will love you so much and you will always feel wanted!! You will know the word snuggle from the day you are born! And we will love you forever and always! Thanks for already being a blessing in our life! Now let's go baby M!!!! Xoxoxo MOMMA loves you!!!
August 5th-
August 8th-
We went on our last DATE alone tonight :) We went and walked the pier in port dalousie!
August 11-
Well baby we haven't met quite yet, but we're trying and running into a few problems! My water broke and were in labour but we're not getting very far! We're having contractions but they're not getting closer and they're not getting stronger! But baby you stay strong in there we will meet very very soon!
August 12- 13th
Hi baby! Well contractions stopped we don't know why, but mommy feels normal still only 2 cm dialated- they will induce us today! At about 1 pm- we started to be induced- right away contractions started! Your head was very high and not coming down! We laboured until about 12 pm! We worked really hard together! We're a good team my love! We're a good team! At 12 they took mommy of the medicine and we had to get you out another way! So we slept for a little bit! Then we went for the section- And we got to meet you! Daddy held you first and daddy got to do skin on skin well mommy was finishing up! Mommy was so excited to meet you, we didn't know if you were a boy or a girl yet, and the Dr said "he" daddy was like " what is it" what is it" and then our midwife came over and was like it's a BOY!!! - of course mommy and daddy were crying!!!
They brought you over and I got to see your cute little face! And my whole world was complete! You my little man are perfect!!! - mommy and daddy thought we had a name picked out but then mommy was like I still like mason- so then we were confused! It took 2 days to name you!! But mommy and daddy were both like its Cooper! Our little mini coop! That's you!!!
You are healthy and perfect and mommy and daddy can't believe how much we can love somebody so tiny and so perfect!!!
